Sylar - Gabriel Gray (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
thewatchmaker) wrote2011-03-19 08:53 am
thewatchmaker) wrote2011-03-19 08:53 am
Entry tags:
OOC - Reflections
I fell into the trap again. Wasted a good 24 hours being competitive about something that doesn't matter because I'm an idiot. Why do I do this? I really don't know. Was there a prize? No. Would it help me sell my books? No. Would it help me break through my writer's block? No.
On the bright side at least I realized I was falling into the habit quickly this time. I feel like a junkie, and I fell off the wagon.
This is day one of me not competing for shit that doesn't matter.
This is day one of me focusing on what does:
Friends - the family I've chosen for myself
Words - I have a lot of stories to tell
Me - Mun needs some quality time without there being a head up her ass.
On the bright side at least I realized I was falling into the habit quickly this time. I feel like a junkie, and I fell off the wagon.
This is day one of me not competing for shit that doesn't matter.
This is day one of me focusing on what does:
Friends - the family I've chosen for myself
Words - I have a lot of stories to tell
Me - Mun needs some quality time without there being a head up her ass.