Sylar - Gabriel Gray (
thewatchmaker) wrote2009-12-23 03:00 am
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From Twitter 12-22-2009
- @SullivanShadow http://saavikkam.livejournal.com/
- @illusionalyou We are so spoiled. I have no idea what to give him.
- @beckyb731 @illusionalyou Different 'Verse. I don't think we'll be having Xmas on Shades.
- @illusionalyou I'd get him a nice bookshop, but then he'd feel like he needed to work there.
- @illusionalyou That would be good. I know the book too. *kiss*
- @illusionalyou I need to teach him to drive or have him practice driving. Then I can give him a car.
- @hexenwulf I love NyQuil.
- I hate it when people do this, but I'm fucking bored shitless.
- @spocks_logic Spock where have you been?
- @hexenwulf I'd kill to sleep 7 hours straight.
- @spocks_logic Want some tea? Want to talk?
- @spocks_logic I bring him some green tea with mint. "It's a different blend, but we can't have the same thing every time. Change is good."
- @idyllgirl You are not here. I am talking to Spock alone.
- @spocks_logic "I'm lonely. I think I miss my mother. No, I know I miss her. You probably miss yours too."
- @spocks_logic "I wish I hadn't gone to see her that night. She'd still be alive if..." My hands are shaking as I hold my cup. "I wanted to-
- @spocks_logic say good bye. I thought I was going to die."
- @spocks_logic "I could paint the future then. I could also nuke a city." I smile as he touches my hand. "Can't do either of those anymore.-
- @spocks_logic So don't worry. I was afraid I was going to blow up New York or die stopping the other person who could. She was so broken."
- @spocks_logic "I wanted to see her one more time. She wasn't supposed to be the one who died. They think I murdered her, but it was an-
- @spocks_logic accident."
- @spocks_logic "I think about going back. Changing things so I don't go there, but too much would change. I caused it. It was my fault."
- @spocks_logic "Are you telling me that you don't second guess everything you did the day you lost your mother?"
- @spocks_logic There's that tingle. He's lying. Of course he thinks about it. If he'd been a little faster... "I know you didn't. You did -
- @spocks_logic all you could for your people." I let out a sigh. "Still miss her though. It's hard at Christmas. She loved snow."
- @spocks_logic If it hadn't been so many words, it could have been a fortune cookie. "I should visit her grave. I've never been there."
- @spocks_logic "If I brought her back, she'd disown me. She'd think I was a monster. My mother was very perceptive. She knew I wasn't her-
- @spocks_logic Gabriel. She would be alive, living alone, and wondering what happened to her angel. Where did she go wrong..."
- @spocks_logic "I'd like that." I let out a snort. "I hope it's there. Gabriel's mother is alive. I talk to her. My mother's grave might not-
- @spocks_logic not be here at all. Fucking alternate reality crap." I get up and put my cup in the sink. "I'll get you a coat. It's cold."
- @spocks_logic "If she's not there, I can light a candle for her at least." I already know God won't strike me dead for going into a church.
- iGod - http://shar.es/aO6MR I'm speechless.
- @spocks_logic "Of course it is. We'll do that then. Both of us." I hand him a heavy coat and slip on mine. "It's snowing."
- @spocks_logic "Winter in New York. I'll port us to my shop. The church isn't far from there and the graveyard is next to it." I touch his -
- @spocks_logic elbow and shift us to the street in front of Gray & Sons. "This is where I worked. Where Sylar was born."
- @scully_1breath I know! God wouldn't use an APPLE. Apple is Satan's fruit. LOL
- @spocks_logic "Sometimes I miss it a lot. I was jealous of Gabriel before. He was innocent. He was almost free, but then we both found out-
- @spocks_logic our development was inevitable." I use my sleeve to clean a smudge off the window. I love those windows so much. "He tried-
- @spocks_logic kill me one night. Hit me over the head with a coffee mug, and did what comes naturally to us. It's what we are."
- @spocks_logic "To being driven by my hunger? No I don't think I will. I have it under control now, so does Gabe. We help each other hold-
- @spocks_logic it together. My monster is being very well behaved lately. You and Gabriel are good for me."
- @spocks_logic I catch his eyes in his reflection in the window. I love him. I can't explain it, and there's no reason to. Not everything-
- @spocks_logic can or should be examined until you take all the joy out of it. Love's like faith. You either have it or you don't.
- @spocks_logic "After we go to the church, we can have more tea in the shop." I smile over at him as we walk. "I'll order us pizza or Thai."
- @spocks_logic I'm grinning as we cross the street. He's cute. "How much do you know about Earth religions?"
- @spocks_logic That makes me laugh as I step into the churchyard. "Yeah I suppose it is. It put the fear of God in me for a long time."
- @spocks_logic I don't have to think as I walk in the door. The smell of the incense, the light of the candles and the weak sunlight -
- @spocks_logic that makes it through stainglass windows settles over me. It's much nicer than the last time I was here, but that was during-
- @spocks_logic mass. This is better, alone with the God my mother worshiped. I go through the motions with the Holy Water and smile. "I went-
- @spocks_logic here every Sunday with my mother. I take Gabe's mom sometimes now. When I can get her outside."
- @spocks_logic The question surprises me. "I wasn't paying attention in your time, but did the Catholics finally lose their stranglehold -
- @spocks_logic on the masses?" It's a rude question, and I'd get smacked if I'd said that around a nun. "It's Holy Water. The priest -
- @spocks_logic blesses it, and it's to remind us we were baptized and to protect us from evil." Leaning close I whisper. "It's great for -
- @spocks_logic fighting vampires and demons too."
- @scully_1breath Which version are you watching, Dana?
- @spocks_logic "I was only making up the last part. There are no vampires or demons. Well not that we admit to." I lead him to the racks-
- @spocks_logic of glowing candles. "I have a feeling we're going to have an interesting talk when we get back to the shop."
- @spocks_logic "Unlike most of the trappings of my religion, this one is easy. You light a candle and say a prayer, think about the person-
- @spocks_logic you miss or want to honor." I don't want to explain about the offering slot. I can handle that for both of us. He doesn't -
- @spocks_logic have money on him.
- @FMLPine Are you lonely, Chris?
- @scully_1breath That's my favorite, followed by the Albert Finny musical and Patrick Stewart. I'd watch Patrick read the phone book.
- @FMLPine Aren't your fangirls worshiping you?
- @lonelylightning Thanks Elle.
- @spocks_logic I watch the flame catch on the wick and say a silent message to my mother, praying that she finds peace. Then I realize what-
- @spocks_logic and why he was asking so many questions. It wasn't simple curiosity. He wanted me to focus on that instead of pain. Sneaky.
- @scully_1breath That would have been fun. On TV or DVD?
- @scully_1breath We need to have an X Files watchover again soon.
- @scully_1breath You know what I need to boy - the Lone Gunmen.
- @scully_1breath I loved those guys.
- @spocks_logic I feel better. I'm about to head for the cemetery when I change my mind. "The candle is enough. If she's not there, I'd -
- @spocks_logic rather not know. I cling to the belief that this is my reality, but I don't think it is anymore. Gabriel has more ties there-
- @spocks_logic than I do. I think I'm the one who shifted. The shop is his more than mine too."
- @FMLPine Every time I change my user pic, I get a ton of tweets where they tell me they love me.
- RT @ZacharyQuinto: holt and steele strike again on funny or die - http://www.funnyordie.com/videos/376772c23b/a-very-naked-christmas
- @electricvixen See that's why you're my favorite Elle.
- @spocks_logic "I'm talking too much, sorry." I unlock the shop with my telekinesis, and flip on the lights the same way. "Look around. I'll-
- @spocks_logic order us some food and put on the hot water."
- Hey my loyal followers, @FMLPine doesn't believe the you love me for more than my pretty picture. Is that true? *pout*
- @lonelylightning I know all the Elles I need to.
- @electricvixen I was being honest and truthful with you, Elle. i'm hurt. There may be tears.
- @spocks_logic "This is my favorite place in the world." My hands cup his face, and I give him a long deep kiss. "Love you too."
- @iluthradanar Might be too many people hitting it at once.
- @FMLPine Sorry, Chris. I just asked the fans, and they like me for me.
- @iluthradanar I got tired of the clones, killed Micah, used his ability to end them for pissing me off.
- @spocks_logic "I'm glad you came to see me." The tea kettle's whistle sounds like a banshee. "I'll go make the tea."
- @FMLPine @eserei27 He wasn't attacking, sweetheart. He's just lonely. Poor Chris.
- @6sixx6 Have a good flight, Sixx. I'll miss you. <33
- @kannbrown @FMLPine I should hope not. Wasn't it bad enough when Puppy Peter caught it?
- @spocks_logic "Come on, we'll eat and talk more. I like talking to you."
- @kannbrown Flatterer
- @spocks_logic "I ordered a veggie pizza, bell peppers, olives, mushrooms, extra cheese. It'll be here soon." I tug him in back to wait.
- @kannbrown Oh god. @beast_inside and I are going to add a DVD commentary to our murders of Angela on both RP comms. XD
- @iluthradanar Shades murder of Angela http://community.livejournal.com/rp_shadesofgray/67334.html by Rachel and @beast_inside.
- @iluthradanar My murder of Angela http://community.livejournal.com/season4heroesrp/13568.html on the season 4 game.
- @illusionalyou As if I'd do that in secret.
- @electricvixen I was, but I got over it.
- @DarkAngel_V Good Night V <3
- @iluthradanar Which one did you read first?
- @iluthradanar In Beast's kill I RP Rachel and Angela.
- Goodnight BBs. See you tomorrow.
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