Sylar - Gabriel Gray (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
thewatchmaker) wrote2011-08-03 11:25 pm
thewatchmaker) wrote2011-08-03 11:25 pm
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DIAF SHADES OF SYLAR
Today I cut the last string that my stalker had on me. I'd been nice to the stalker for a very long time for a few reasons none of which were that I liked her or wanted to be her friend.
Primarily I was pleasant to her after all she'd done to me over the past two years because I didn't want her lashing out and going after my other friends. In the past when I'd told her to piss off, she'd go through my Friend's List on LJ and follow everyone there with her dozens of accounts and do the same thing on Twitter.
She'd play the victim that I was being mean to her, and she does the stupid act so well that people fall for it. So I was worried about damaging my reputation as well. I didn't want the drama anymore than I wanted to talk to this stupid tart. But I did to keep her from harassing people.
To this day I have people who have seen all the evidence tell me that she just copies everything I do because she wants to be like me. I'm supposed to feel better about this? I'm supposed to enjoy having her create dozens of accounts to pester me all over the internet? It's supposed to make me feel good that she thinks that I like her?
It doesn't make me feel good that she knows my real name because when I met her two years ago I didn't know she was a psychopath. I'm thankful she lives on the other side of the country from me, and she's too poor to get on a plane. She is the reason why I hide my identity as much as I do.
Her obsession with me makes me shudder. It has terrified me, but today I'd had enough. I noticed she created her clone LJ on the anniversary of mine. For some reason that freaked me the fuck out. She'd already copied her ID name from something else of mine, and she used to use my graphics in her Twitter.
But I'm supposed to say "Hey that's OK. She just really likes what I write." Isn't that great? She was PMing me on LJ saying that she didn't know it was the same date.... She had no idea....
Well I don't think so. Today I told her to NEVER contact me again.
What happened next? She PM'd me again to say, "Let me know when you want to be friends again."
I was never her friend. I never liked her. I made nice to avoid drama, and because I had a presence on Twitter that used to be important to me. It sounds weird but when Heroes was still on the air, my Sylar Twitter was kind of famous. It was mentioned in the Season 4 DVD extras, and Zach's people have read my fanfic and twitter in the past. So I made nice while I was being Sylar, white, femaled by this loon.
No more. I have blocked her on Google +. Banned her on LJ, and blocked her on Twitter. She's lucky that she doesn't live closer to me, because I'd fucking have her arrested.
thewatchmaker LJ 10/17/07
thewatchmaker twitter 3/30/09
Shadesofgray RP set up on LJ 7/20/09
shades_of_sylar twitter 8/26/09
shades_of_sylar LJ 10/17/09
shades_of_play 10/17/09
Primarily I was pleasant to her after all she'd done to me over the past two years because I didn't want her lashing out and going after my other friends. In the past when I'd told her to piss off, she'd go through my Friend's List on LJ and follow everyone there with her dozens of accounts and do the same thing on Twitter.
She'd play the victim that I was being mean to her, and she does the stupid act so well that people fall for it. So I was worried about damaging my reputation as well. I didn't want the drama anymore than I wanted to talk to this stupid tart. But I did to keep her from harassing people.
To this day I have people who have seen all the evidence tell me that she just copies everything I do because she wants to be like me. I'm supposed to feel better about this? I'm supposed to enjoy having her create dozens of accounts to pester me all over the internet? It's supposed to make me feel good that she thinks that I like her?
It doesn't make me feel good that she knows my real name because when I met her two years ago I didn't know she was a psychopath. I'm thankful she lives on the other side of the country from me, and she's too poor to get on a plane. She is the reason why I hide my identity as much as I do.
Her obsession with me makes me shudder. It has terrified me, but today I'd had enough. I noticed she created her clone LJ on the anniversary of mine. For some reason that freaked me the fuck out. She'd already copied her ID name from something else of mine, and she used to use my graphics in her Twitter.
But I'm supposed to say "Hey that's OK. She just really likes what I write." Isn't that great? She was PMing me on LJ saying that she didn't know it was the same date.... She had no idea....
Well I don't think so. Today I told her to NEVER contact me again.
What happened next? She PM'd me again to say, "Let me know when you want to be friends again."
I was never her friend. I never liked her. I made nice to avoid drama, and because I had a presence on Twitter that used to be important to me. It sounds weird but when Heroes was still on the air, my Sylar Twitter was kind of famous. It was mentioned in the Season 4 DVD extras, and Zach's people have read my fanfic and twitter in the past. So I made nice while I was being Sylar, white, femaled by this loon.
No more. I have blocked her on Google +. Banned her on LJ, and blocked her on Twitter. She's lucky that she doesn't live closer to me, because I'd fucking have her arrested.
thewatchmaker LJ 10/17/07
thewatchmaker twitter 3/30/09
Shadesofgray RP set up on LJ 7/20/09
shades_of_sylar twitter 8/26/09
shades_of_sylar LJ 10/17/09
shades_of_play 10/17/09