thewatchmaker ◾ From Twitter 02-16-2010 (Reply)

@FutureBoyScout "Say something!" I snap at him. I can feel how angry he is. He's hurt. "I didn't mean to hurt you. I didn't mean to hurt-
@FutureBoyScout either of you. I love you both. I want you both." I can't even go home. "Now I've lost you both."
@FutureBoyScout His hatred hits me like a brick. My gut is in a knot. I can't stay here. "Yeah I'm the bad guy, the fuck up. The emotional-
@FutureBoyScout cripple. I was lonely. I needed someone. I found you. I'm sorry." So fucking sorry. This time I run, porting away, because -
@FutureBoyScout I'm too afraid to hear more.
There's only one place left for me to go. The shop's still under construction, but I don't give a shit. I find an old blanket in the back,-
and I wrap it over my shoulders. I can't cry anymore. All I can do is rock back and forth, beating my head into the wall. I'd rather be dead
RT @TheODI: ALERT: Canada Aired #LOST Early because of the Olympics, so beware of spoilers on Twitter
RP Follow @Stillgraylikeme and @futureboyscout. They'll be bitching about what a scum sucking bastard I am any time now. Enjoy the show.
RT @_SanDiegoCA: 5:34 PM: sunset — tomorrow's forecast: sunny, 75/49°F
@FutureBoyScout I think technically you're the other man, since @stillgraylikeme was first.
@stillgraylikeme You're adorable when you hate me.
@midnightx10 Your lips to God's ear's.
@FutureBoyScout @emtpetrelli Don't forget the pitchforks and villagers.
@FutureBoyScout @emtpetrelli I'm at the shop. Come and get me. I don't care.
Anyone have an East Coast Lost feed?
Paging Dr. Gray http://tinyurl.com/y8ndq6o Fanfic AU Sylar the Doctor. Minor Smut, major murder.
@emtpetrelli I was nice to you, Peter. I'm disappointed.
@emtpetrelli I don't suppose you're looking for me to kill me, are you? Did he tell you?
@emtpetrelli Not a problem. Fine. Whatever.
@emtpetrelli Shut the fuck up about that. That was bloodlust nothing more.
@emtpetrelli Tell @stillgraylikeme about that, and I'll make sure that @grayinside turns out just like me. Understand, puppy?
@darkelegance Sawyer is the best. Can't wait until 9 my time.
@emtpetrelli Makes you another pathetic Peter Petrelli doesn't it? Now leave me alone.
Alone is better. It is.
@illusionalyou I did this to myself, Candice. Like I always do. I deserve whatever they do.
@Mind_Over_Matt This is a bad sign. I'm too depressed to mess with you, Parkman.
@Mind_Over_Matt I screwed up. I cheated on @stillgraylikeme with @futureboyscout. Now they both know.
@illusionalyou I love you too, Dot. Did you check on your boyfriend?
@Mind_Over_Matt Did Janice love him? I love them both.
@illusionalyou Not my Gabriel, Candice. Yours.
HOLY CRAP I JUST GOT ASKED FOR PARTIAL OF MY BOOK!!!!!!!!
Thanks for the congrats, guys. That's two partials this year.
@Mind_Over_Matt Yeah I'm screwed. Good thing I know how to be hated.
@Mind_Over_Matt You don't know what to do with me accepting responsibility for my screw up. I'm sure if I was blaming them, you wouldn't.
@Mind_Over_Matt That wasn't me. That was another one of us.
@Mind_Over_Matt Stick around, Parkman. You're not the only you here either.
@Mind_Over_Matt Yeah it's like a fucking clone easy-bake-oven around here.
@Selestina118 *hugs* <3
@Mind_Over_Matt Don't make me laugh, Parkman. I'm trying to be miserable here.
If I owe you an LJ reply, I'll get to those tomorrow. I had to take care of Twitter 'verse issues today.
@Mind_Over_Matt No thanks. Think I'll just curl into a bottle.
@DarkAngel_V Thanks darling!
@Mind_Over_Matt There's always murder.
@Mind_Over_Matt I'm not looking for help, Parkman. I'm looking to escape.
@Hideaway_Addams I can't. It's my fault.
@Hideaway_Addams I'm going to finish fixing the shop. It's a mess, and I can't stand looking at it. The contractors are taking too long.
@Hideaway_Addams I don't know. I want to go home, but I can't.
@Hideaway_Addams What did you do?
@Hideaway_Addams why?
@Hideaway_Addams What ability is that?
@Hideaway_Addams I couldn't care less about her ability. I'm bored and willing t listen to someone else's misery.
@Hideaway_Addams So she told you to do something you didn't want to do? Is that all?
@Hideaway_Addams Fuck it. Fuck her. Fuck them! Fuck it all. Relationships are nothing but trouble.
@Hideaway_Addams @emtpetrelli I'm not going anywhere with anyone. I want to be alone.
Richard! #lost
Sawyer I know just how you feel. #lost
I hate stupid people. I hate stupid people who think they can out snark me. Makes them look more ignorant.
@shades_of_sylar @DarkAngel_V Your Walter was awesome.
Locke's got crabs. #lost
@GrayInside (<3 *hugs*)
Woah Ben told the truth. #lost
No killing Sawyer! #lost
Earl Grey, I knew there was a reason I liked John Locke. #lost
@FutureBoyScout @stillgraylikeme I can feel him. His rage. The bond is back where it belongs. We're tied. I missed it, but now I'm afraid.-
@FutureBoyScout @stillgraylikeme Afraid of what he's doing. Pull your head out of your fucking as, Sylar. Find him. I close my eyes and -
@FutureBoyScout @stillgraylikeme focus on Gabriel, porting to wherever he is. The smell of blood is thick, as the taste of anger and pain.-
@FutureBoyScout @stillgraylikeme "Stop it! Both of you stop! You want to hurt someone, then hurt me."
RT @wedschilde: Phantom Queen now live on Amazon. Kindle version coming soon. Other ebook formats to follow. http://bit.ly/cgysb3
RT @WalterBishopPHD: Follow me if you want to survive... though I cannot remember how I'm supposed to save you.
Minions follow @stillgraylikeme!!! Little brother needs 400 followers!
@wickedpurrz @FutureBoyScout (yes you do, Samuel has his evil plan to get in motion.)
@FutureBoyScout @stillgraylikeme "Gabe please stop. Please stop hurting each other. This is my fault." I walk towards him. He's used the-
@FutureBoyScout @stillgraylikeme Haitian's power on Peter. It's funny how people think he's the nice one of us, but he's not. Gabe's much-
@FutureBoyScout @stillgraylikeme better at being vicious than I am. "Please no more fighting."
@shades_of_sylar I love ninja cat.
@FutureBoyScout @stillgraylikeme "I came because I felt you. I felt you for the first time in weeks. I love you, Gabriel. I do, but I can't-
@FutureBoyScout @stillgraylikeme let you kill each other over me. Not when I love both of you. Not when I caused this. I'm taking the --
@FutureBoyScout @stillgraylikeme blame for this. All of the blame. I did this. Peter didn't, and you didn't." You won't kill Elle, and you-
@FutureBoyScout @stillgraylikeme gave me such grief for killing the ice guy....
@pancakes4Sylar @wickedpurrz I keep slipping into present tense. it's OK for fanfic, but I need to stop doing it for my real writing.
@stillgraylikeme @FutureBoyScout "Home is the clocktower, just like it's always been. I won't come home until you tell me I can." There is-
@stillgraylikeme @FutureBoyScout no way to fix this. None. I keep looking at the patterns, and they all end up in shit. "I never meant to -
@stillgraylikeme @FutureBoyScout hurt either one of you." I was alone. "But that's all I'm good at, hurting, causing pain. I can't say I'm -
@stillgraylikeme @FutureBoyScout sorry again, because neither one of you believes me." I look at Peter. "Let him heal, Gabriel."
@shades_of_sylar good night
@stillgraylikeme @FutureBoyScout I've wanted him to call me Sylar forever, and now he's doing it because he hates me. My stomach knots, and-
@stillgraylikeme @FutureBoyScout I have to gulp air to keep from throwing up. My knees give out, and I drop down onto the pavement. They -
@stillgraylikeme @FutureBoyScout can't hate me more than I hate myself. "Then it'll be empty. I haven't slept there since you went away."
@wickedpurrz LMAO Shiny
@jumblejim Bobby has to make it!
@stillgraylikeme @FutureBoyScout Their hate is tangible. It's been a long time since I've felt so much directed at me. I was stupid. I -
@stillgraylikeme @FutureBoyScout thought I could have love. I was wrong. I don't know how to love. I only know how to hurt. I'm still -
@stillgraylikeme @FutureBoyScout the monster. I sit there on my heels, tears running down my face, but I'm done talking. What's the point?