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thewatchmaker
thewatchmaker- @Nathan_Petrelli @FutureBoyScout @vampire_sylar They're all so angry. So much shouting, and then Peter's touching me. My fingers dig into -
- @Nathan_Petrelli @FutureBoyScout @vampire_sylar the fabric of his shirt. "Need you. I'm fucked up. I fucked up. Want them to be quiet."
- @Nathan_Petrelli @FutureBoyScout @vampire_sylar That's not Gabe. "He's a doctor?" I'm so confused. "I am tired. The emotions are too much.-
- @Nathan_Petrelli @FutureBoyScout @vampire_sylar They're eating me, Scout. It's all too loud." I'm too tired to care how pathetic I sound.
- Although your plans for the future may sound overblown to your... More for Gemini http://twittascope.com/?sign=3
- Think I'm turning into a vampire. I sleep better after sunrise than I do when I try to sleep at night. My brain will not turn off for sleep.
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- @darkelegance *runs away*
- @darkelegance @flying_monkees @icalynn There is not enough caffeine in the world. I've been up for 2 hours. *dead*
- @darkelegance Think you gave the not sleeping to me. I haven't slept well since I don't remember when.
- @SylarsNinjaBrie @darkelegance I might have to nap later. I am brain dead.
- @FutureBoyScout Hugs you IC and OOC
- @vampire_peter @FutureBoyScout @Nathan_Petrelli Two Peters and one of them is mine. "I'm sorry. I hate being like this." I take the towels-
- @vampire_peter @FutureBoyScout @Nathan_Petrelli and try to clean up a little bit. "I'm so fucked up." Scout's with me, so it'll be OK. "I'm-
- @vampire_peter @FutureBoyScout @Nathan_Petrelli sorry I attacked you, Nathan." This isn't a Nathan I know. Need to be nicer. "I'm so tired."
- @vampire_peter I'm faking it until I hear Scout and Nathan leave. I love him more than anything, but he was making it hard for me to -
- @vampire_peter breathe. I peek through my hair at the other Peter. He's like the Sylar I fought with. I can see it. "Do you have any tea?"
- @vampire_peter "I'll be good. Bathroom?" I ask as I slide out of the bed, and walk slowly to the where he's pointed. I know he'll have the-
- @vampire_peter right kind of tea. He lives with one of me. We always have Earl Grey. "I want to wash up and you know."
- @vampire_peter I haven't looked this bad since my first stay at Primatech, hagged covered in blood and filth. I need a shower, and clean -
- @vampire_peter clothes but I'm imposing as it is. The tea smells good though. So after washing up, I pad back into the bedroom. "Thank you,-
- @vampire_peter Peter. Thank you for helping Scout." I pull my legs up when I sit on the bed, and sip the tea. It's sweet enough . "Perfect"
- @vampire_peter "I can't shut down the empathy. I'm feeling too much from the people around me." I'm focusing on the tea in the cup instead-
- @vampire_peter of meeting his eyes. "I lost control of my hunger. I needed to kill, and I fought it for weeks. Then some part of me snapped-
- @vampire_peter I needed blood. I needed violence. I needed to get away from being loved and cared for. The thing inside me wants me alone."
- @vampire_peter I worry at my lip, measuring my words. "I don't have only my empathy. I have yours too. I killed a Peter once." I start -
- @vampire_peter rubbing my palms on the knees of my jeans. God they're so dirty. I feel unclean. "I thought I could beat it. I tried to kill-
- @vampire_peter if I was protecting me or mine. I knew better, but that combined with the emotions were too much for me."
- @vampire_peter "I was one of the few where we came from." I gratefully take the clean clothes. I hate being dirty which he must be used to-
- @vampire_peter too. I think his Sylar said he was a doctor, and I can't wrap my brain around that yet. So different from me. I finish the-
- @vampire_peter tea and snort. "You think I need to adapt? How clever, Peter. I never would have figured that out."
- @vampire_peter "I'll figure it out." As soon as I figure out how to get rid of your power, because it's what's fucking me up. That's the -
- @vampire_peter key. It needs to be shut down. "I'll be OK in the shower. I'm better now. I think having the shit kicked out of me helped."
- @vampire_peter "I'll leave the door open if you want to watch, but I think our boyfriends might object." I smirk and start peeling off my-
- @vampire_peter nasty clothes. I take them and burn them in the shower then rinse the ashes away. Then it's my turn to get clean. When the-
- @vampire_peter water is hot enough I step under it, and I reach out to @futureboyscout, hoping he can feel me. ***I'm OK.***
- @vampire_peter I feel better once I'm clean. I have no idea how much time I've been out of it. I'll need to ask Scout when he comes back.-
- @vampire_peter I don't for a fraction of a second wonder if he'll be back. We love each other. He found me. We won't lose each other. "See-
- @vampire_peter I'm still here." I come out raking my hair back before settling back on the bed.
- @vampire_peter "When I ported I slipped realities. I wasn't careful, and I ended up here. I guess I got what I wanted. I was trying to get-
- @vampire_peter away from it all. I can't believe Scout found me." I pull the pillow across my lap and smack it a couple of times. "I wish-
- @vampire_peter he'd get back now. Are all of you vampires here? Is Nathan munching on my boyfriend?"
- @vampire_peter "Well he's pretty good at it now. I've met other Sylar's before. I wasn't expecting him not to be human." I'll know better-
- @vampire_peter next time. "So is vSylar the biggest of the bad around here? Or is there another Sylar who can kick his ass?"
- @vampire_peter "I'd think buying them would disgust a hunter. I know I'd hate it." I none too fond the ones I got without killing. "I'll-
- @vampire_peter have to apologize to them for attacking like I did. I'm feeling a lot better now." I want Scout to come back, so I can sleep.
- @vampire_peter "Well I wouldn't want that." Not until I know the lay of the land. I don't like that he beat me. I've never been the loser.-
- @vampire_peter I don't like it at all. "Could you call Nathan, and ask him to bring Scout back, please. I can't sleep without him."
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