2010-06-18 04:01
thewatchmaker
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- @heartofmurder learned how to use yours to gain powers, that's just part of our evolution. Getting them Peter's way will mess you up."
- @heartofmurder He's such an arrogant little puppy. It's still all shiny and wonderful for him or not considering how miserable he is. "Yeah-
- @heartofmurder you're just fine. That's why your hands are shaking." That's not our watch. That's different. "Peters aren't meant to be -
- @heartofmurder figured out. They aren't like us. They don't think first. They're emotional pains in the ass. It's alien to us how they work"
- @heartofmurder God this sounds so familiar. I know exactly what's going on. I dealt with it with Scout. "It's hard to kill them if they get-
- @heartofmurder to you." I smirk and keep dusting. "I planned on fucking the one I'm stuck with, but decided I loved him."
- @heartofmurder "The one I killed was the typical whiny I want to save the world and all the puppies and unicorns Italian Eagle Scout type.-
- @heartofmurder He betrayed me. So I hunted him down along with every other person involved and killed them as painfully as possible." I head
- @heartofmurder into the side room and put on some hot water for tea. Sniffing the tea cannisters to make sure they're still good. "It's old-
- @heartofmurder but drinkable. The new one I met shooting pool. He's an arrogant bastard. He's fucked up and broken, and I really only -
- @heartofmurder planned on making him my bitch and getting rid of him." Can't help smile at the fun we had that night. "We fought all the -
- @heartofmurder time. Truthfully I kind of miss that. We had some great fights."
- @heartofmurder "How did he betray you?" I take some time to set up the mugs of tea. I know how he'll want it. That's a time saver. "Did-
- @heartofmurder he sell you out to the Company? Did he help his family brainwash you? Did he steal all the covers?"
- @heartofmurder The lie makes my entire spine vibrate. It's big enough to make my stomach lurch. "You might not need to listen to me, but -
- @heartofmurder you're lying about not caring about him."
- @heartofmurder I'm suddenly so glad I didn't eat today. I'd be puking all over the shop by now. "Of course you need someone. We don't deal-
- @heartofmurder well with being alone or lonely. Solitude drives us crazy, we need someone to care about us, and if we can't have someone to-
- @heartofmurder love us, we'll take their hate to fill the emptiness." I leave the tea to steep away. I can't drink it now anyway. "I lived-
- @heartofmurder on hate for a long time. I like being loved a lot better."
- @heartofmurder "I understand. God I understand." I move closer, leaning in the doorway, arms folded across my chest. "Love doesn't make -
- @heartofmurder sense. It's not supposed to. I'm not alone here. Peter found me, he chased me through the vortex when I was out of my mind.-
- @heartofmurder He came for me, even though I hurt him, told him I hated him. I bit him to the bone, and he still loves me. They are weird.-
- @heartofmurder They call us crazy, but they can still love someone like us. I'm a murderer, and he loves me. Don't shit on that, Sylar."
- @heartofmurder "People don't think we're capable of love. They think we're too evil, too cold, too filled with hate, but they're wrong."-
- @heartofmurder I share a crooked smile with him. "One of the best parts of finding someone who loves you is that you get to prove Bennet and
- @heartofmurder the rest of them wrong. We're not animals. We've evolved to keep the specials in check. We're not monsters. We deserve to-
- @heartofmurder be happy too."
- @heartofmurder "Yours or mine?" I shake my head and quirk my eyebrow right back at him. "I came up with the evolution stuff on my own. I -
- @heartofmurder had to find out why I was like this. I had to make sense of why I kill. As for the love parts, I told Peter I loved him -
- @heartofmurder before he told me. He wasn't the first person I've loved either, but he'll be the last."
- @heartofmurder "Do you love him?" It's a simple question.
- @heartofmurder "I have a power you obviously don't. I'm a walking lie detector. The worse the lie the more my Spider sense goes off." He's-
- @heartofmurder not quite lying, but he's not sure either. "It's a pain in the ass."
- @heartofmurder "Trust me. You don't want it. I miss people being able to lie to me." I pull up a stool and watch him work. "I think you're-
- @heartofmurder lying to yourself. You're confused, but you'll figure it out. We always do."
- @heartofmurder "Now you sound like Gabriel. This might be home, but it will never be enough. You know it." More lies. I move to get the-
- @heartofmurder parts he'll need out of the drawers. "Her name was Sue Landers. She's in LA if she's alive here."
- @heartofmurder My fingers curl into the hair on the back of his head before he's finished with his little tirade. I twist hard and use my-
- @heartofmurder TK to block his. "I've been at this a lot longer than you puppy. I'm being nice to you, because I have no reason not to be.-
- @heartofmurder I'm not your boyfriend. Threaten to cut my head open, and I'll feed you in pieces to the shark tank at Sea World. Got that?"
- @heartofmurder I give his hair one final twist that I know hurts, then let him go and stroll across the shop. If he's enough like me, he'll-
- @heartofmurder resist the urge to go after me here. You do not do violence in the shop that might damage it. That is a cardinal rule for me.
- @SylarsNinjaBrie What are you cheering about, sunshine?
- @SylarsNinjaBrie Thanks :) I'm enjoying myself.
- @heartofmurder "A few months, we've been healing each other." I stop in front of a grandfather clock, set it right and start dusting. "He-
- @heartofmurder came from the future, a very bad one that he caused. He's killed a lot more people than I have, and I try to help him stop-
- @heartofmurder hurting because of it. It wasn't his fault. He couldn't control the power." I look over at him. "He blew up New York. What's-
- @heartofmurder the deal with yours?"
- @SylarsNinjaBrie <333
- @heartofmurder "You can't fix him like you can a watch. He's had years of abuse, just like you have. That takes time to heal." God I sound-
- @heartofmurder so wise. Peter would be laughing his ass off right now if he was listening, or maybe he wouldn't. "You've both got deep scars
- @heartofmurder If you love him, you'll help him, and he'll help you." I let out a deep breath and rub some dust out of me nose. "Christ -
- @heartofmurder listen to me. Like I know the answer to life, the universe and everything."
- @heartofmurder "You'll do the right thing. You might not be able to figure him out, or to figure love out. But you know how to figure out-
- @heartofmurder who you are, and what you really want." I come back over to him, taking the cover off the watch. "Fix the watch. Focus on -
- @heartofmurder that. It'll clear your mind of everything that's confusing you."
- @heartofmurder "Sounds like he loves you, Sylar. He knows how important the sylar is to you. Mine held my memories when they were stolen."-
- @heartofmurder The memory of Angela's eyes popping under my thumbs makes me grin. "God I loved killing the bitch who took mine."
- @heartofmurder "They told me not to come here, because it would be watched. But I'm not good at laying low. I almost made Parkman's brain-
- @heartofmurder pop when he tried to push a thought on me when I got here. That was a great night. If he took me, Peter would come for me.-
- @heartofmurder I'm not afraid, because I know he'll save me. No matter what we take care of each other." You can have that too. Take it.
- @FutureBoyScout Does this mean you're all mine again? Well mine and Nathan's?
- @heartofmurder "He did that for you before he knew you?" That one is special. If I didn't already have @futureboyscout, I'd take him. "And-
- @heartofmurder you're not sure if he cares about you?" I settle down on the stool again. "I'll listen if you want to talk more."
- New/old friends to follow @vampire_peter @mib_peter @heartofmurder since we're all RPing together right now.
- @heartofmurder "Said I was sorry, and he forgave me." I start thinking about what our biggest fight was about. "I had sex with someone -
- @heartofmurder other than him. We weren't officially together at the time, but he was off the scales mad at me. Killing, blood, gets me-
- @heartofmurder wound up. I don't know if it does that to you."
- @heartofmurder "Really? Wow. You're the only Sylar I've ever met who doesn't." I arch my eyebrows because I'm truly surprised. "Really?"
- @heartofmurder He might be a lot newer than I thought. That could be a big part of this. I had a relationship before Scout where all of -
- @heartofmurder this was new too. Hell I watched gay porn and studied on line to know what to do with Peter #1. I was so afraid back then. -
- @heartofmurder "It's not a big deal unless you let it be one." Of course counting the 2 Peters, I've been with 5 people total.
- @heartofmurder That's mom talking, telling us that sex is evil, and that we'll go to hell. "Sylar. Mom was wrong." Besides we're serial -
- @heartofmurder killers. We've got plenty of better reasons for going to hell than having sex with another guy or a girl for that matter.
- @wilw Do you have clearance, Clarence?
- @heartofmurder "I know. I met the evil son of a bitch who was our father too. Do you remember what he did?" I do now, but I didn't before-
- @heartofmurder I found that diner in the middle of butt fuck nowhere. "I left him to die a slow death all alone. It was the last thing I -
- @heartofmurder did before the Angela got a hold of me again."
- @heartofmurder "He's got our ability. He's dying of lung cancer. He wanted regen from me, but I wouldn't let him have it. I wanted him to -
- @heartofmurder suffer for what he did to us. For what he did to our real mother." I can still see the blood hit the window of the car.
- @heartofmurder "He was a twisted fuck. He murdered mom because she didn't want to let us go. I saw it." I reach over and touch his arm.-
- @heartofmurder "You probably did too. I didn't remember anything before the drive to Queens until I found dad."
- @heartofmurder "I almost wish I didn't." I like this one. He's smart. He's dangerous, and he's an asshole all endearing qualities for me. -
- @heartofmurder He's upset, and I understand. "I had to deal with that alone. You don't. Find Peter."
- @heartofmurder "I can't help you remember. I don't have any kind of mind reading or control powers. You'll have to remember on your own."-
- @heartofmurder I feel shitty breaking this to him like this. "He loves you. Trust him."
- @heartofmurder "Here's my number. If you want to go there, I'll take you." I get up and let out a sigh. "I'll finish cleaning. You go."
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- #FF other Heroes RP @agentParkman @bag_and_tag @mrmorallygray @hrgqmf @hezemt
- @Flying_Petrelli You're welcome, Nathan.
- @HezEMT You're welcome, Hez
- @heartofmurder (Oh no, it's funny. Trust me.)
- @heartofmurder (*snorts* In my main 'verse I'm in love with Gabriel. D'uh I am the poster boy for narcissistic.)
- FFS Twitter did you have to give your fail wail cooties to LJ? It's running like shit now too.
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