2009-10-16
RP w/
prof_mohinder playing Chandra
I matter now. I didn’t matter before, and it feels so good. Dr. Suresh knows that I’m special. He was so impressed by what I did that I don’t even feel as guilty about killing Brian now. He didn’t want his power anyway. He wanted to be normal. Why would anyone want to be normal when you could be so much more?
Thank god I wasn’t still living with Mom. She’d never let me out at night without a million questions. When I’d still been in college she interrogated me every night before I went to class. She couldn’t seem to remember night to night that I had somewhere to be. She drove me crazy until I just had to quit. Sometimes I hated her so much.
I waited outside of Dr. Suresh’s apartment for him to come home from driving his cab. It was a shame that someone as smart as he was, was forced to do such a mundane job to pay his rent. But I understood that. I had to run the shop to take care of mom and me when I could be doing so much more. I would do more, so much more with Dr. Suresh’s help. He was already more of a father to me than mine ever had been.
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I matter now. I didn’t matter before, and it feels so good. Dr. Suresh knows that I’m special. He was so impressed by what I did that I don’t even feel as guilty about killing Brian now. He didn’t want his power anyway. He wanted to be normal. Why would anyone want to be normal when you could be so much more?
Thank god I wasn’t still living with Mom. She’d never let me out at night without a million questions. When I’d still been in college she interrogated me every night before I went to class. She couldn’t seem to remember night to night that I had somewhere to be. She drove me crazy until I just had to quit. Sometimes I hated her so much.
I waited outside of Dr. Suresh’s apartment for him to come home from driving his cab. It was a shame that someone as smart as he was, was forced to do such a mundane job to pay his rent. But I understood that. I had to run the shop to take care of mom and me when I could be doing so much more. I would do more, so much more with Dr. Suresh’s help. He was already more of a father to me than mine ever had been.
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