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thewatchmaker
thewatchmakerI’m meeting a stranger tomorrow. She’s one of Claire’s professors. She’s a profiler who works with NYPD. How stupid is it for me to walk into a room with a woman who’ll be able to read me? I’m sure it’s quite stupid, but then I tend to do brainless things when I’m in control. Funny isn’t it how everyone thinks that Sylar is the insane part of me. He’s not the one who makes me do evil things. He’s the one who keeps me from being caught for doing them. He is my shield against the guilt and the pain.
Gabriel is the one who needs to be something more than he is. Sylar knows he is that and more. When the two parts of me become one person, I don’t know who I’ll be. It’s exhausting to think about it. But to be complete, I have to let Sylar out. I don’t want to. I’m afraid that he’ll destroy me because I’m weak. Funny how I’m terrified of my great protector isn’t it?
This blackmailer is picking at the scabs on my psyche. I don’t like it. I don’t like it at all, and neither does Sylar. If I can find the man, we’ll kill him together. For once we agree on something.
Gabriel is the one who needs to be something more than he is. Sylar knows he is that and more. When the two parts of me become one person, I don’t know who I’ll be. It’s exhausting to think about it. But to be complete, I have to let Sylar out. I don’t want to. I’m afraid that he’ll destroy me because I’m weak. Funny how I’m terrified of my great protector isn’t it?
This blackmailer is picking at the scabs on my psyche. I don’t like it. I don’t like it at all, and neither does Sylar. If I can find the man, we’ll kill him together. For once we agree on something.
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